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The milestone I didn't want

Rebekah • Rebekah Claire // Were TTC for our first, but now we're on pause // Engaged ♡ // Counselling Student Ψ // Australia ☞ Melbourne
I never thought we would be here. But here we are. My husband and I have reached the 12month period of TTC. It's been a hard journey, and as supportive and amazing my man is with his words of encouragement every month, I still can't seem to budge this feeling of sadness. And as hubby says, "it isn't bad thing" and usually cheers me up as I look at the positives that are taking place in my life, I still can't budge this feeling of "but it is bad". 
Maybe it's because we've reached this milestone I nievely thought "we won't be that couple", but we have. Maybe as the year goes by I'll be one of those women who gets to post her BFP on this site and celebrate. 
But for now, I'll be one of those women who continuously hopes and prays for the angel baby she's dreamed of since she was a child. The pretend games of always being the mummy. One day I will be able to live out those pretend fantasys. But for now, I'm here, patiently waiting for my turn. 
To any women who recieved their BFP's this month, congratulations. And to anyone still waiting, I feel you!
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