So as I posted yesterday I had to go into the hospital for IV fluids. I got poke 3 times because they couldn't find a vein. That's how dehydrated I was. I was already worried about my 4 year old who has bother the flu and strep throat, and worried about the baby because I was scared I was going to lose another baby.

Well I told my ex husband what was going on because it will effect his visit with out daughter. He was nice. He told me good luck and even check on me a couple of times. Well I told my NOW ex boyfriend about my being in the hospital and he was fussing at me the whole time. Telling me things like " Why don't you go tell your new boyfriend" (referring to my friend I've had for over 13 years) and complaining that I never tell him what's going on. He had me in tears. The nurse was so pissed. He said "I'll be there in a little bit" so I called my mom and told her. The Doctor looked at me and told me "No he's not either. He's causing too much emotional distress and that's not good for the baby" (after he heard me tell my mom I didn't want him there) he has fussed at me most every day since I last found out I was pregnant with our Angel baby River. Claiming i cheated and that I was a whore because he "caught me talking to people I'm not supposed to" (he thinks I shouldn't be 'Aloud' to talk to my daughter's father)

Well now that I told his sister how he's been treating me and told him I'm done with him he's apologizing. "I'm sorry I didnt mean any of it I'm just scared" and "I'll go to therapy with you and we can talk this through"

Last time I took him back it was good. But only for a few weeks before he started acting like an ass again.

After denying the baby every time we found out something new about the pregnancy he is now telling his sister and his family that I'm refusing to let him know about "his" baby.

Is it sad that I'd rather be pregnant with a stranger?