God I just want to go home and cry....

I am trying to hold it together and put on a fake smile for the sake of others. You know ppl don't like seeing sad ppl so they will tell you " smile , it can't be that bad". Well it is!!! I don't feel like smiling because that takes energy, but I am trying to fake it ...and be polite. I can't wait until I can go home and cry under the covers this weekend. My life is sad and stressful.