Health and lifestyle

I am an emotional wreck today!!! I don't know if it's my hormones or what??? I've been crying alot today to just about everything I see when someone posts about pregnancy!!! I'm on this journey of losing weight and trying so hard not to give up! In the back of my mind though there is this thing saying I'll never get pregnant!!! We've been ttc for so long and now I don't think it's never gonna happen!!! I'm so happy for all of my family and friends that are pregnant but why not me!?!?!? Everyone asks when are y'all gonna have one and I just say oh whenever the time is right! Well when is the time right we never know?!?!?! I've heard from my friends saying oh you'll be a great mom one day and I just smile but in my heart I'm crying cause I know it will never be!!! Why do I go through this pain and heartbreak everyday? I pray that it will happen and I feel like I'm not worthy enough to be a mom! I know alot of you women out there are going through this with me and I just try to hold my head high and pray that it will happen one day! I'm not giving up and God is in control and he knows what's best and for me it maybe that I'm not meant to be a mom! So today let's keep the ones that are struggling in our prayers!!!