With my 1st child I had an epidural (after contracting for almost 30 hours). Anyway the hospital closest to where I live only issue epidurals in the case of an emergency c-section and I genuinely don't know if I'll manage without one? So has anyone given birth with having an epidural and then naturally and how much worse is it?? I'm constantly fretting about it, it's silly but I can't sleep at night and get so worried I start crying