Its the night before my surgery

The night before i get a 15cm cyst removed with my right ovary. The night before they send it for biopsy... The night before my journey to finding out if i have ovarion cancer and have to get a full hysterectomy.... The night before i find out whether i can ever carry a child within myself again...

I am 30, i have one beautiful baby boy, and a wonderful husband. I couldn't be more grateful for the life i have.

I'm scared

Update:

Surgery went well! Gigantic cyst removed with my ovary, but doc says my left ovary looks perfect, no cysts. Also no visible sign of cancer, but still doing the biopsy to be sure. Such a relief. Second night in hospital and really missing my LO and Husband. Tomorrow is home tome tho!!