Hey ladies i woke up in tears the other night .

I recently had my 2nd mc in October last year , and i had this vivid dream of this huge blood clot hanging out of me and i was so heart broken just all the emotions i felt during my miscarriages .. It just hurts so much i just want to stop thinking about it and move on and try again but i just get nocked down by memories and emotions when i tell myself i want a baby and i think about how i could of been due in 3 months i was never over my 1st mc and this 2nd one i no will not get better any one can help with any soul warming solutions would be lovely 😳.. I feel like i no i am a mom of angels but i want my angles back to earth