My sister in law and I found out we were pregnant together and was due on the same day . I kept saying god is good because we both were sharing the experience together.   Three weeks later I found out I was having a miscarriage and it killed me .. it still does. I don't know how I'm going to feel in September but I'm going to try my best to stay strong for my brother and my sister in law . I was thinking about trying again in May but my cousins think I shouldn't because I should get married first and have more money . Also because I won't have my house ready until a year or two because my boyfriend step mom mother rents it for now. The anxiety I get everyday is making me go crazy . Life is tough