Is anyone else still freaking bleeding? 😒

Julia
I'm going to be 2 months PP tomorrow with my second baby. I'm still f**king bleeding and it's frustrating. My heavy lochia tapered off around 4 weeks but then I started to spot off and on. I've only had a few days (not consecutive) where there wasn't a single drop of blood in my undies. And now my bleeding has gotten heavier again accompanied with cramping so I thought it might've been my first period. I sent a text to my midwife and she said it's not a period and I still have to wear pads. 
I'm tired of bleeding and tired of wearing pads!! God. 
Am I the only one?!