I just want to be pregnant so badly!

Omg! I never imagined how freakin' depressing & hard this is. All I see is EVERYONE having babies. I long to be able bring a child in this world that makes a difference. I can't wait to teach them to be truly happy & always treat others the way you want to be treated. Ugh, we want a family. I'm missing that part of my life. I don't want anything to be wrong with me. My biggest fear has always & I literally mean ALWAYS, been afraid of not being able to have kids. & it seems to be coming true. 😫 I love kids so much, they're my passion. I'm even about to graduate with my bachelor's in Infant & Child Development because I've always wanted to open my own daycare. This isn't fair!!!!! I want to be a mother 💔 Why me???!