a little discouraged

Lauren
Went two weeks ago for my 36 week appt and found i was soft and .5 cen. Went today to check only to find no progress. I thought with all the contractions and activity i was getting, i would have dialated more but midwife said i need to soften up more. I know i should be patient, but i am a little sad. I dont want to be induced due to lack of dialation