Husband Advice Please!!

He went through a mid life crisis for sure.

We were very close to the big D! FF to October 2016 he finally had a break down, apologized for his mood swings, angry behavior ETC. 

had a great holiday season but he said he was still sad , depressed and hated winter.

We went to MD she started him on meds that helped . He said that he was finally ready for us to TTC . So I came off BC....

Well lately he has started to turn back into Jekyll and Hyde . He has slowly cut back his medicine that he was taking . He takes it randomly or  when I ask him. Well tonight he full blown would not take his meds. I'm exhausted and I don't know how to through this again. He promised me that he wouldn't do this again . I have worked in the MH field as a CNA for a long time but I need some advice from other women's point of view. Please tell me I'm not the only one who has been through this. I'm so tired . I just need some advice and cheering up! Thanks❤️💔❤️😥🙏🏻