lonely....

Kelsey
I love being pregnant, Iv always wanted a baby and I'm so so blessed to get the opportunity, and I love my little one... don't get me wrong.. but sometimes I get so depressed because pregnancy has changed my life so drastically. 
I can't find a job that will hire me, all of my friends get to go out and drink and party and be young and stupid while I'm at home all alone feeling fat and depressed watching my friends on snapchat party without me, I was going to start school but now I have to wait until after I have the baby, my self esteem is at an all time low..
Iv just feel overall very lonely, and very depressed.
Just venting.