I feel so guilty and just love on her as long as I can after. I swear I won't ever do it again but a few days later I find myself doing it again. She just turned 2 months and my husband is gone for work and I'm not around anyone else. I've been doing this pretty much alone for 3 weeks and I'm exhausted and feel like I'm about to lose it. We breastfeed and she's still eating every 2 hours day and night and I can never leave the room for more then a minute. Every single shower or bath I've had has been with her. I've had zero time to myself . I don't need a break or anything. I just feel so bad and I know I need to just sit her down and leave her for a few minutes before I get that upset. But is she going to remember me yelling at her? I love her with all my heart and don't want to do anything to mess our bond up.