Feeling HOPELESS 😩😢😢

After months of trying to conceive, I'm starting to think me getting pregnant again is not ever going to happen. I'm 33 soon to be 34 I guess age may be  playing a role in me not being able to conceive. I went for a pre pregnancy checkup and my doctor said everything was fine all my blood test came back normal besides me having a sickle trait and having very small fibroids which she stated shouldn't play a role in me being able to conceive. I've spent hundreds of dollars on pregnancy and ovulation tests just to get let down each month. Its really emotional and heartbreaking at the same time. I will not by 1 more ovulation test nor will I buy another pregnancy test. I will let my menustral cycle determine whether I'm pregnant or not. Just feeling really depressed right now not to mention how much more depressed I will be when my period comes on in 4 more days 😭😢