Going crazy!😭😦

Kayla
Why are guys so confusing??!! My boyfriend broke up with me (apart 1 month on the first of april) because he though I said I was jealous that he will be with his family instead of me. I didn't realize that that was the reason why he broke up with me till my friend asked him why. I sent him 2 big paragraphs of what I actually ment. It's been 2 days since then and he hasn't respond. People tell me that he's thinking. but when my friend was talking to him about it she told him that I wasn't jealous about him being with his family. And he opened it and didn't reply. He thinks I'm a total B****. He is litterly everything I have ever wanted in a guy. I want to text him but when I think about it if I do that it will just make it worse. Idk what to do😢