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i finally decide to go home and reveal the news

Diah • Mon, Apr 03

Last few months ago i found out that im pregnant 4 weeks. I hid my pregnancy from everyone i know. I hid it from my family... only myself and my partner know about this pregnancy. At work, it was really tiring cause sometimes i cant rest, sometimes i lift heavy stuff, i often feel exhausted so easily. Its really hard trying to not get notice went my belly is getting bigger. Sometimes i thought to myself, " maybe im not pregnant, maybe the test was wrong, maybe i WAS pregnant cause i feel so empty.

Then it 12weeks and 2days, my partner and i decide to go to a clinic for a check. That long wait, we finally get to see the doctor, he asked about this and that, then he ask me to lay down for an uktrasound. That moment..... that moment i cant believe my eyes,, i see my baby and i can here my baby's heartbeat.... i feel so alive, i was overwhelm, i looked at the father, he was crying... how healthy the baby is.... then i need to do check up and after all that is done, we went home. Thinking..... should i tell my family? Should i tell my friends.... but it was too risky, i was too scare. So we continue to hide it.

Yesterday, we finally decide to tell our parents that im pregnant, they take it well, althought theyre abit shock... they told us to get marry and then when thats settles, it is all up to us to do whatever we want.

I am 5months, 1week and 2days now.