I HATED this picture, I felt ugly 😡😢

Giovanni born April 2nd 2017 12:45am, like I said in the caption I felt very ugly not Beautiful like how I see some women after birth but then I realized I DID it 100% no medicine (when I got to the hospital it was time to push). This is a beautiful picture this is real life. Birth is HARD fucking work excuse my language but IT IS. Thank you god for my blessing. This picture now looking back on it shows me at my most beautiful state. I just birthed a 6 pounder with no medicine almost had him in the car. He's healthy and he's mine ❤️👶🏾. I was laboring ALL DAY and he came after three pushes. Thank you ALL for your kind words 💋 he's also my 🌈 baby.