Dead clit syndrome 💀☠️👻

Anyone else have those days when alllllllll you want is to have a G R E A T O R G A S M, like legs shaking, sparks flying through your body like the fourth of July can't hold in your moan and you're scared someone might hear you doing the nasty kind of orgasm and you just CANT GET OFF ?!?! Like masturbating for years and it feels so damn good and when you think you're gonna burst ! ... It's a fizzle. Please tell me I'm not the only one. Or instead of having a mind blowing orgasm all you do is squirt everywhere and you're there in your puddle still trying and you find your mind wandering off to what you're gonna eat for dinner or how the universe came to existence ??? I'm struggling ladies. Am I asking for too much ? This happens occasionally and it makes me LIVID ! & After I'm feeling exhausted because of all the work I put in to get me some but all I'm left with is damn dead clit syndrome 💀😭😭😭 R.I.P. lol