Holy sh** I am so Upset!

Father of my son told me we needed a break- we have been fighting about money, about him talking to me about how he feels, about him not sharing who he is to me- and to move in with my parents. Our son is three months today. When he was six weeks my SO told me to quit my job stay home and work part time at 12 weeks, which was last week folks. The first week we left he said he wasn't in love with me anymore and to move out. I had a reasonable conversation with him said ok and said I will move forward we only have to talk about our son. The next morning I had movers finally get my son's nursery furniture out of the house and move it to my parents so I could use it. He called crying saying i love you and I wanted to hear your voice. I was confused and rushed off phone. 

He finally asked to see our son that night- that took almost a week for him to do that. We moved out Wednesday he finally asked Tuesday. He cried during the visit saying he screwed up. He asked me to stop moving out and hold off on child support so we can try to work it out. 

Three days ago he said he wanted to see our son by three he still had not gotten a hold of me I'm dumb I call him asking I thought you wanted to see him. He was doing errands chores etc than he would call. I told him that is not parenting that is 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year. Not when it is convenient for him. He apologized and I went over to our old home he asked me to spend the night and kissed me. I was thinking we were moving in a good direction.

Last night went over again to old home with our son. He says he still confused and doesn't want us to move in. Wtf? I can't do this anymore. I'm a FTM and now I'm doing it all alone every feeding every diaper change.

He was supposed to be husband I called him that we have a child and a house I picked for us. He is just stringing my heart and our son along. To add insult to injury one of my best girlfriends is friends with both of us won't talk to me until this settles. I told her that my ex is not making that possible. Above is our conversation. Please leave words of encouragement. Thanks for reading ladies.