Hey guys, so I am about 22 weeks with a beautiful little boy. He has been insanely active and kicks and punches me literally 24/7... I can't help but feel weird and a little uncomfortable I don't necessarily wish that he would stop kicking of course because obviously that is a huge sign of him being healthy which is a great great thing don't get me wrong. But one powerful kick at a time only would be great... its kind of the whole life form growing inside of me which i guess has freaked me out as well.. the constant pushing up on my belly and Taekwondo-ing my ass all day id getting to me. This is just heartbreaking to me and an emotion I never in a thousand years would have guest I would be feeling right now. My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for six years. We cried and prayed about it time and time again. Saw the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> doctor I don't know how many times. Registered into adoption agencies after the years went by proving us to be unsuccessful..then finally we find out the week before Christmas Against All Odds we. conceived. Does feeling this uncomfortable with the constant kicking make me in any way and Mom? Everyone I talk to you or read up on literally says that was their favorite thing and miss their little one flying around and kicking them all the time. It is my first time being a mother obviously, and I literally could not be happier and over the moon about this little boy. I just wish he was here already in my arms and ours forever, this whole growing in my belly thing I could do without sometimes.. occasionally I feel him pulling the umbilical cord too LOL. I truly cannot wait and want more than anything to breastfeed so I don't think it is entirely the moving around part that is taking me over. I just can't help but feel guilty for feeling this way. I've never wanted anything more than to literally hold and carry my own child and now that God finally gave us this beautiful amazing miracle I don't know why I freak out and feel so weird. I'm praying to God this is not foreshadowing me in anyway connecting with him as his mother . And I only pray that some of you women have gone through the same thing. Please let me know what you guys think 😔😢