CANNOT accept pregnancy weight gain 😢

Anyone else having trouble coming to terms with the fact you're gaining weight?? This past year I worked really hard on my body and lost 47 lbs.....then got pregnant. I'm so happy for my baby and usually love my bump and love feeling her inside my tummy. But then when I get on the scale my heart just drops:( I'm 24 weeks and haven't gained anything until this week. I started at 202 and weighed in his morning at 207.6...... I know I'm supposed to gain weight and it's normal and it's not even that much! I try to keep reminding myself of that but it's of little comfort:( I've never been comfortable with my body and just watching that number go up and up is killing me 😩I'm trying to be positive and I know how lucky I am to be able to create this child and that gaining weight is something that is part of it.....but I can't help how I feel:/ I wish I didn't feel this way, I want to enjoy my pregnancy, not just beat myself up for gaining weight