6 week ultrasound

I am 7weeks today. I'm excited but I don't feel anything about my pregnancy. I feel like I'm in a depression still from from finding out that this pregnancy might be ectopic. I just haven't gotten over being told that and because of that and my last miscarriage my pregnancy is high risk. I wanna see my baby and I'm excited for ever doctors appointment but I'm just not excited about being a mom because I don't know what kind of mom will be. I just want my baby to be healthy and I can't wait to be in my 2nd trimester to be in the clear with a miscarriage. Anyway my 2nd ultrasound. 👶🏽🍼🤰🏼