My depression went from 3 to 10 in like 2 seconds and of course it has to happen on. Good Friday were the doctors office is closed. Everything is such a mess right now. I'm fighting with everyone right now. My mom wasn't my fault she hate it that I'm nice to her stepdad. I don't like him but he's POA over my grandma and can take our visitation away any time he'd like, yes he's a dick like that. My 14yo nephew was witness to domestic violence with his mom and stepdad over the weekend and she was calling me in jail asking for help and now she's out I can't get a hold of her to see my nephew. That poor kid has been through so much. I'm fighting with my husband because I'm so stressed out by fighting with my mom and my nephews situation, I'm holding a grudge (unfairly) because he always seems to want to talk about himself and I'm falling apart her with taking care of our son basically alone and dealing with the family drama. I'm so discussed with myself I'm sick to my stomach. For what reason Idk maybe everyone's mad at me because I'm wrong when in all reality I'm just trying to help but it all seems to backfire on me. Feeling the lowest and loneliest I've ever felt.