Ladies..I've got a big trouble right here...

Well..

It started two years ago..

When my depressed life began..

It doesn't matter how did it began..

Anyway..

I am so cold..

Not flu not even anything..

Just cold I just broke up with my ex..

- I need to break up anyways

= okay bye

That is the hell that I've said..

I don't know what the heck is going on with me..

And I started to think that everyone..

I mean it

EVERYONE is using me..

Even my friends..

They just use me as bullshit..

And all I wanna do is some snacks, headphone and 100% phone charged

Am away from my friends..

Right now am a closed secret door and its key is lost

I feel that my parents do not like me

Am tired of faking the smiles

Am tired of treating everybody well, while nobody cares about me..

I didn't feel anything when I started to feel that everyone is using me.

I didn't feel anything when I broke up with him..

I just

Don't feel

I need help please...

Am only 14