The gutted feeling no one tells you about

   It's amazing how much we love our babies even before we even know we are pregnant. This month, even though we only BDed twice during my fertile window and I knew those days weren't that promising (low percentage days), I still was very hopeful, prayed so hard that I would become pregnant. 

    I had AF like cramps for about 5 days and was just hoping it was still good news, but just now, right on time I got brown spotting which I usually get right before my period starts and according to Glow, my period should start today. I'm beyond disappointed but I'm trying to look at things positively because literally next week my fertile window will start and I hopefully will be able to get more promising BDs in and finally get my BFP! Good luck ladies 💕