Selfish mom to be.

I'm 39+2 ish weeks pregnant and so frustrated.

They've changed my dd anywhere from the 27th of april (according to ultrasound) to the 3rd of may (according to last period) and won't do an ultrasound to figure out his size this far along to see which is more accurate! My anxiety is through the roof, anytime he doesn't move for more than 5 minutes and I notice I go on the brink of having an anxiety attack, hyperventilating, crying, seeing spots and passing out if he doesn't move when I need him to.

My poor baby, your mom is a nut. He gets his butt poked so much and he's probably already addicted to cold soda because I try to get him to move.

I can't wait 23 more days when I am already 39 weeks going off of the most recent ultrasound. (Which they are only taking my last period as a for of measurement! Not ultrasounds!)

I can't do it. I feel like I'm going to worry myself into a nut home. I had anxiety before, but this is insane. I'm not experiencing depression, and all they want to do is get me on meds to cure depression. I'm not sad, I'm extremely happy about my baby when I'm not worried about him. Apparently being tired is a sign of depression, you know what else fatigue is a sign of? Pregnancy.

I don't need medication, I need my son here and you scheduling my induction date the 16th of may, about a week after 2 weeks of my actual due date, is not going to cut it!

They won't induce me until 3 weeks after my ultrasound due date. They are only going off of last menstrual cycle.