I miss it!!

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I look at my son and daughter and I'm so excited to add another girl to the mix. Due in about 3 months time. But I look at my son and I just hug him and cuddle him every chance I get. And I start to realize that I really want another boy. I miss when my son was a baby and always wanted to cuddle and sleep with me at night. He doesn't want to do that as much anymore. I haven't even told my BF yet that I want another boy. Idk how he would react, probably think I'm crazy 😂