confused
I have been married for four months, I literally married my best friend of over 5 years. Recently I have been afraid I made a huge mistake. My husband has teenage children and I really want a baby. He always says whatever you want.. okay. After 6 months of trying and no baby I went to the doctor they ran test on me. I had low progesterone so far. They suggested my husband run test too. When it came done to it he refused and said I knew something was wrong with you. 😥
My husband is very resentful over my career. I work a lot and make pretty good money. He does most if not all of the cooking. He recently told me he was okay with marrying me cause I had money. I feel like he loved me, but wasn't in love with me. I truly love him.
My husband works two jobs and is really sarcastic... he has made comments like. Your lazy you need a second job, I'll punish you if you eat xyz, your not a housewife, you will do xyz house work/yard work I've even tried going to the gym and he jokes that I'm seeing my ex. Even tells me when I'm taking him to eat and gets made if I'm not on time.
This is all building up. I have anxiety and feel like I'm loosing it. I feel like a horrible wife. My husband is in debt taxes and all, I take care of my bills and have investments and I'm not perfect by any means. Any suggestions I've thought about counseling and separation.
UPDATE!!!!!!
Things are a little better. I didn't come out and say divorce or separation but he knew and said he didn't want that. I just said if things don't change that i will not stick around. He was really shocked and said he would do anything to make things work. Apologized for being a mega jerk. Giving it a try. Marriage isn't easy that's for sure.
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