divorce .... does it get easier ??

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I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders right now ! To say I'm not working I still have stressful things going on in my life.
I am raising my baby boy on my own. Although I live with my sister and her fiancé, they work but even when they come home a lack of conversation makes me still feel alone.
I'm registering myself as homeless as I need to leave where I live. I'm trying to contact my husbands commander but he won't answer and I've got myself booked in to see a solicitor about filing for divorce.
Was anyone else who was going through the process of a divorce emotional? Already I can't help but just recap everything that happened between me and my husband , from the good times to the bad but I have to knock those thoughts out of my head so I spend all day cleaning.
Does it get easier ?