So close to giving up... My boyfriend or fiancé or whatever he is has disappointed me my whole
pregnancy. I will start by saying we been together 3yrs , and November 2016 we got engaged... But we are living separate.. I been staying with my mom and he stays with his sister and best friend(the best friend and sister are a couple). Last year late august i lost my job as a cna due to family issues and has been looking for work. He was suppose to save up money to put towards a place for us.. But he claim he has a spending habit ,buying weed and liquor and GIVING people money "because they ask for it " & " that's the kind of person he is".along with his drinking problem his family use his for his money such as the sister have him buy her liquor on EVERY day basis, she asks for an" allowance " every paycheck(and not to mention she gets a military check every month and the best friend job pays well)...he pays his (rent) monthly( to sleep on the couch in the living.. His mom request he sends her money every month and pay her phone bill (and she has a job) and the list goes on... I try not to say anything or point out things because he think that im just over thinking things ...well I'm now I'm almost 7 months pregnant and jobs not hiring because I'm showing and we still don't have a place after 3months of him working and getting his taxes back..I'm stressed being at my moms. I don't have a room .I'm sleeping on the couch.. I can't get any sleep because I sleep out in the opening. People walking pass making noise ..on the phone etc..and I tell him how I feel but yet its still the same ole stuff. Its like he don't get it. I barely get to talk to him because his work schedule and his off days I only hear from him if I text or call him first. I have no money ..I have no car..i don't have any friends..I have no privacy...and top it all off we haven't started buying anything for the baby. I find myself crying myself to sleep most nights. I'm just over life period. Sorry for the story book but I REALLY needed to vent
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