Stressing out a bit

I'm 4 months pp and I'm freaking out lol. We've had sex semi regularly since 6 weeks, and had one oops with the condom, was right after my period so I didn't worry about it. But now I'm getting little cramps and had a couple little spotting incidents 😣. Scared to test lol. I really don't want to be pregnant again 😧. I haven't said anything to my hubby yet, don't need to freak him out until after I test and know one way or the other lol.

Just needed to tell someone lol.