All I want is a hug

So I'm guessing it's just my emotions getting the best of me but I really feel alone, the dad left me around Christmas time but claims he wants to be involved but hardly talks, my gran hasn't spoke to me this entire pregnancy and blames me for it, my dad is off having fun with his new family, my brother doesn't talk to me and my mum is really busy and I don't want to bother her and I feel so alone iv been really trying to keep it together this entire pregnancy, I'm not scared of being a mum but I don't have work so I have very little money income but I am scared of being alone. All I want is someone to show me love and cuddle me. I only really have one friend and she has two kids of her own so she's always busy and I'd never bother her with something silly like this, I just want a cuddle and to be told it's going to be ok 😢