I'm hurt.

I had this amazing boyfriend. He was sweet and kind and a player, but for some reason he chased after me for two years. And then I finally said yes to dating him. I was amazing. But then today, he hurt me.  We are both in high school. Juniors and he was a troublemaker. For a week he's been away from school, so the other he texted me and i didnt answer. It was the "Can we talk?" text. The text almost ever girl fears. I could see what was happening and I wasnt suprised either. It was the first time a guy has dumped me. And I had finally been able to say I loved him. He told me that he had met this girl for awhile and wanted to see how it would go between the two. I told him I couldn't that it would hurt to much. So I just said my feelings and said I love you and goodbye. 
I totally feel like crying right now.