Sooo I'm not mad at him because he didn't mean it horribly or anything but I keep thinking about it..... we were talking about how people change when they become comfortable in a relationship.. he said how he was starting to put on weight and how I have become a slob.. as soon as he said it he was like oh no i didn't mean it like that and he hasn't stopped apologising for it. I know I have totally let myself go but it's kinda scaring me I gained sooo much weight and barely wear makeup and my clothes look crappy. But I have always struggled I managed to loose 16 kg last year but am 7 months pregnant now and have gained it all again. I'm rubbish with makeup and look like a hooker when I try to do it and we have like no money at all and with a baby on the way I have been buying cheap clothes or having hand me downs of friends. I'm just scared because I can't just run to the gym now and lose all the weight again etc... and im scared that by the time baby is here and a bit older so I can start to sort myself out he will find me disgusting