It's been a week since you told me you didn't love me , it's been a week when you told your wife you had feelings for another, it's been a week since you told me you see me better as a friend and for a week I became an emotional wreck for a week I didn't eat nor sleep it felt like someone was constantly slapping me in the face. Not anymore I will smile and will try my best to be happy .... and I hope whatever you do makes you happy to. You gave me 4 years of adventure and I'll always love you for that but I hate you because you broke your promise, I hate you because you see my tears and no longer bothers you. I hope whoever she is... I hope she makes you happy. I hate you because you moved on so quickly while I'm still stuck. You were my first love but you changed right before my eyes. And I know I will get through this I know I will be happy again someday. But I love you for our adventures, for our troubles and our beautiful romantic moments when it felt like we were the only two people in the universe. I love you but I hate you so much. Have a happy life ✌🏻