AF was due 4/25..Still not here. Anyone else??

Pennie • BFP on April 6th... US complete, HB of 176. EDD of 12/14/18. 2nd US on 7/27 but waiting till birth for gender!
AF was due 4/25.  Still no positive pregnancy test and no AF. I've had many of the pregnancy symptoms but I think I manifest them sometimes. 
Anyways, I am finally headed to the doctors today and I just hope for some answers one way or another. I haven't been sharing my journey with anyone except the people I have met on here so....maybe it's silly but I wanted to share my update with all you lovely ladies. 
Maybe no one will take the time to read or respond...and that's okay. I'm just too scared to share this journey with anyone in my life in case it doesn't happen but I feel like you girls get me. 
So....wish me luck!!