Full of anxiety!

Rae • 💍👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 SAHM to 2 💙💝
Last night I took a pregnancy test, just as a fluke, I was preparing for another negative as we have been ttc since our miscarriage in November. I was 9dpo and was telling my fiancé "it's to early anyway, don't be disappointed if it's negative" trying to protect his feelings and play it cool as if I wasn't freaking out on the inside. But it actually happened, two unmistakable thick pink lines. PREGNANT! 
I feel so blessed and yet I'm deathly afraid of being to excited. I'm scared the rug while be pulled from under my feet.
How to you deal with loss anxiety?