What seemed like foreverrrrrrrrrrr!

So,

What seemed like forever and a day, finally happened. I found out I was pregnant [05.09.2017]. Now first, giving all credit to God. [This post may not be for those who don't believe].

Me and my fiance had been trying for a baby for almost a year. I'd tried every thing, red raspberry leaf, maca, vitex, and pre seed. NOTHING! I struggled and was mad , and couldn't congratulate other women because I was so confused! I was confused because women who didn't try, or didn't want kids at that time, got pregnant, and here was me, praying everyday believing that God would get me pregnant right then and there. I had to realize that when I asked, I wasn't in a situation for a baby, me and my fiance weren't really in a mindset to have kids, and on top of that idk why I wanted a baby. So it's amazing how God works, and how things will make your faith frustrate, and make you just call out. I told God that I would trust Him, stop opk testing, and pregnancy testing every time I felt a "symptom." I wore myself ragged, and through an emotional rollercoaster, cause here I am tricking myself, and then there's nothing on the test. So when I stopped testing, and just began to focus on my self, and goals, and first and foremost, my relationship with God, things changed. God began to reveal things to me.

I had a dream about a test and being pregnant, and it was then, He told meto test, and guess what, a positive! I went to the Dr today and I'm approximately 5 weeks. I'm just so thankful, and grateful because when I was about to give up, God showed up. So I just wanted to share with y'all ladies, that it's all God's will at the end of the day, and then when it's time, it'll happen! Yall be blessed!