my first pregnancy; ectopic
My best friend happens to be roomate, and we both were very sick for weeks before I told her I think we should take home tests
She took hers a week before me and she's 10-12 weeks🙂
Took my home test and found out I was 7weeks pregnant on April 23, with spotting and discharge, ER ultrasounds were empty and my HCG wasn't doubling but was just gradually increasing.
I had full blown baby bump symptoms
Nausea, Fatigue, Enlarged Sore breasts, Hungry with no appetite for actual food (except my insatiable craving for mango) and my hilarious mood swings straight out of a movie!
The full experience guys..
I was 9weeks yesterday and they have been trying to get me to take methotrexate for weeks, I wanted a CONFIRMATION that it was ectopic bcz I'm a stubborn woman. finally the ER called an actual OB and she told she was scared for me to leave due to possibly bursting later
I cried and cried and decided after her thorough explanation of possible outcomes to have the Laproscopy and tube removal.
I'm 21, my boyfriend is 24.
I was so scared bcz I have been OBSESSIVELY reading up about fertility after removal and I was terrified.
I wanted to be able to get pregnant within a few months after treatment.
I am actually relived now after the surgery and hopeful as all hell that in a few months I'll have my rainbow baby.
This time I hope my ultrasounds are a happy event and not a heart wrenching prediction..
I've wanted to be a mom since I was probably born myself!
My fav toys were always dolls, I raised my baby brother and took care of so many infants in highschool that I'm completely seasoned and ready.
I nanny and all I want is to have one of my very own before I adopt (I have always wanted to adopt as well)
I'm very hopeful from reading your stories
Thankyou for that ❤️
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