Im still dealing with anxiety and ptsd from everything we went through the birth the labour the first months. She went undiagnosed for 5 months with silent reflux i feel completely let down by the health community. Im having a really hard time forgiving myself. She was in so much pain and we tried so many things and nothing worked. Anyone else experiencing this?

Ive been told im being very hard on myself but i cant help but feel like this. If only i had known. I knew something was wrong hence why i was so persistant with the docters but we went through so much i feel terrible that she was in pain and nothing i did helped her

And at times id get frustrated at her if it had been 2 hrs of crying and unsettleness i just would have done things so differently.

Shes 10 months old now and still medicated and doing much better