Feeling heart broken...

This week I finally got my positive pregnancy test I was feeling so excited after 9 months of trying. Today morning I was going to call my dr to make an appt. it was 6am and I woke up with my panties full of blood.. Went to the E.R. I was having a misscarage my first misscarage. I was 4 weeks. I honestly don't know how I feel right now I just want to bust out crying. My heart hurts... 😪. I feel so empty right now..