HELP?!?!?

I'm 19 and did a semester of prenursing and was lookingnfor something different. I'm working as a CNA full time ight now and taking extra hours.

Long story short, I scheduled the TEAS test (nursing admission test) for May 23, and I just started studying about 5 days ago. I bought the $50 study book and am taking notes. And I know that I will NOT get the required score to get in.

You can only take this exam 2 times and then you have to go through a bunch of stuff and find a school that will accept you a different way or something.

My question. I already paid the $55 fee. I am not feeling ready. Would it be stupid to cancel the test? That way I don't get my money back or have a strike against me for taking it and failing, but I also can reschedule in a month or so after studying.

Is this a stupid idea...? I don't care about that $55 anymore...