Today is just not a good day for me my kids are driving me completely crazy my husband spending his day off doing his own thing I have someone here working on the dry wall in my bedroom and I recently allowed my younger cousin to temporarily stay with me cause she didn't have no where to go she sleeps all day thinks it's ok to come to my house at 1-2am been telling me she going to the store to buy food and then end up texting me hours later talking about she just smoked and she to high and won't be back til late. Now today is my husband friend baby shower that we were invited to I asked my cousin to watch the kids for a few hours and here she just came to me to say she bout to go for a min and she will be back... in just on edge and I really feel like I'm bout to explode I been trying to stay clam and not stress because I know it's not good for the pregnancy... sorry for the long rant I just really needed to vent