Why do I feel like this ?

I feel like I'm not enough.... I'm worthless

I can't do anything right. We fight because of my fault because I get mad for everything. I feel alone, sad but mostly anger. I make my self and my husband miserable. I'm not good of enough wife or mom. I'm ruining my marriage 

I can't love my self because of the way I look the way I feel. And for that reason I can't let anyone love me either 

Im writing this as I'm thinking it. All I feel is anger. Why am I so angry ? Who am I angry at... I'm miserable I take blame for everything. I feel unwanted by my baby and husband. My baby cries and I can't seem to make him happy. I can't seem to make my husband happy.... I think to myself am I making all this up ? Am I really feeling like this ? What's wrong with me...

Why can't I just be happy.... Y?  

Is it all in my head. Why can't I shake this feeling. I feel like I give my all and in reality its nothing... I guess I'm not trying hard enough