Leaving

Im about to leave my one year relationship (moved in together at the beginning of this month) cause i have began developing feelings for another guy and believe that if that happens it means that the old relationship isnt all i want. I have no family and no support, scared as hell about the moving and all. The current boyfriend is honestly perfect but its not enough I guess. Something is missing. But I'm scared I won't find another that understands me on the level he does. And my friends say I'm stupid for thinking that cause I am 19 not 39 and should let more things come to me and stop trying to settle at my age.

Not sure why I'm even writing, I'm. Just crying, stressed and needed someone to tell.