Long stoty short , a couple of weeks back I bumped into my ex after not seeing him over 2 or 3 years and we were alone so he sat at my table and we started catching up. We had a great time like old times. At the end of the night the friendly conversation turned into flirting and grabbing my thigh underneath the table. He gave me a ride come (since I took a cab to the place i was in) and he walked me to my door step and as I was saying goodnight I felt this strong lust for him and I knw he felt it too, it was just uncontrollable, sure enough we let our lust get the best of us and we went into my apartment, couldn't even make it to my room. Before we had time to ( "Seal the deal") my roommate walked in and we just stopped what we were doing, we felt awkward at the time so he left. After talking to him a day later from the event we agreed to hang out and talk with no attachments and without playing with each other and see what we feel, I'm okey with that but I'm very couscous when it comes to this and I don't want him to toy with me or I don't want to be his fun hobby or anything, so I've made the decision of completely restraining myself from any sexual activity with him until we know what we feel or until he knows what he feels. Problem is, I feel like I can't control myself with him, all I think about is how he makes me feel when he touches me and how he knows exactly what I like and when I want it. How can I control this ?