So we have been busy two weeks after the Mc. Some people got ugly about it and others have been understanding its not just sex and " releasing the sperm " I just love being with my husband. Well it's been 36 days since we lost our angel and we took 4 test two last week and the fourth today and it's still a bfn. I'm ok and I'm nor getting upset and overwhelmed. I know when god is ready he will send us our baby back. I can't wait for that day but I won't rush my heart for pain.