I'm at sahm. Broke up with boyfriend and I don't have a dime to my name...i have to get out of this house....b4 this relationship I was the most independent woman ever but somehow I let a man come into my life...i allowed him to break me down...i take full responsibility for becoming this weak shell of my former self....but I need some help ...plz god I need some direction...i got all these ppl telling me what to do but not how and that's not their fault....i know the first thing I need is a job BUT how with no babysitter no money for one....this man will take my son. I'm so pathetic and scared... fallen into the deepest depression of my life