Back story: my name is Kayla(24) my SO' s name is Michael (22)... we have been trying for 3 years and been married 4 years.. we started our ttc journey while Michael was in the USMC .. we had started the devil drug for me (Clomid) at 50mg the after so long doc upped me 100mg then after one round 150mg then after a month 200mg then 250mg finally! Baby! .... nope my body decided it was gonna reject our LO ..I was scheduled for a re visit but never got the chance to go due to pending issues with Mike...

So fast forward to now ... 2017 .....

So Hubby and I are vividly trying every month .. till we hit this month... week before AF is supposed to show.. I and so nauseous and cant eat three days after it starts it's gone.. So I go on as usual.. then I look at <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a> and realize that my AF is due in three days ... I feel nothing absolutely nothing no cramps no tell tell signs nothing.. So I wait and wait and wait and btw I'm test at this time every day.. with of course negs. So now today I'm in this issue ... and I'm scared and confused... partly because we want this so badly.. my mind keeps jumping to worse case scenario. Again sorta tough past .. I did have light light pink discharge I mean you had to look at it to realize it was pink ... it went away three days ago now I'm scared to test because what happens if my worst case scenario comes true. 🙁 I feel so sad ... I've never been this late ever... latest I've ever been was two to three days ... what do I do... 😣😣😢😟